I watched the world wake up today. It was freezing but and all I could feel was the energy. I cannot sleep at night anymore. Sometimes I lay there for hours, listening to talk radio, soaking up every word that's said and sometimes I can hear things through the static. I am four weeks sober and I can finally see the world. It's nothing liked I hoped. I feel like I have finally opened my eyes and now all I can see is one big nightmare. I see American's hurting other American's, people hurting other people, christians hurting other christians. It's hard to think that a country based on morals and the Lord's way could have become so royally fucked up. We have ruined ourselves, letting corporations franchise our lives and steal our independence.

Can you not see? Are you so caught up in material things and your own life to realize that there is a whole other world out there. The third world? A whole world of people who are starving, dying of thirst, dying of diseases that we have long had a cure for. We don't see their reality because we refuse to. We refuse to let anything in but what is within our immediate attention affect us. Greed has overtaken us to such a magnificent extent that now, we have food products like milk and other staple products that have been pumped full of chemicals that change our bodies for the sake of profit. What the hell is wrong with everyone?! Humanity is hurting humanity just for fucking money. Money means nothing! It's paper, it has no soul, and if everyone were the true "christians" they say they are they would care not about positions in life and possessions.

The American dollar is now worth nintey-eight cents. Two cents less than the Canadian dollar. The Canadians are doing better than us! Soon, if you can imagine, the trading currency for oil will be changed to the Euro instead of remaining with the dollar. Can you imagine? America is no longer a world power. And compared to the reign of Rome and England we have only been in power for ONLY 50 years! Our economy is dead people, wake up. China owns us. It's time for a change.

It's a new year, what are you going to do about it?